keep your chin up buttercup.
just smile, sunshine.
the longer you smile, the more my heart hurts.
just don't fall into indifference.
once, i loved it enough to invest two years of my life doing nothing but it.
once, i loved it enough to sign my financial future over to doing it.
i trusted myself to make it work. hurting everyday i don't put efforts towards making it work.
overwhelmed with guilt and overcome with homesickness.
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as december tippy toes closer and closer, i feel the crushing weight of loan payment responsibilities. i think about my un-visited studio. i wonder what i'd be making if i'd never stopped. i wonder what i'll make when i start making again.
keep your chin up.
this isn't as good as it get.
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